Fear Is The New Self​-​Awareness

by The Spouds

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to be released on 20.03.15

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released March 14, 2015

mateusz romanowski - guitar, screams
kuba walenda - vocal
paweł gniazdowski - guitar
grzegorz zieliński - bass
jacek piątkowski - drums


recorded in: Dizzy Dizzy in May 2014
produced by: michał ścibior (studio wieloślad)

cover art by: kamila krzewska
cover photos by: michał matraszek

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Track Name: Ignite Of The Vapors
I bought myself some gasoline
I bought myself a lighter
There is one thought I'm obsessed with
To burn this filthy lifeless town to the ground

I bought myself some gasoline
I bought myself a lighter
Torching this town is the only thing
That I can't stop to think about
I'm glad

It's those thought you left me with
Ever since you left this town
Now I'm standing on a ridge
Watching flames dancing around
Track Name: Icebreaker
Hey let's meet today it's late but I want to watch the sunset, hurry up
Nothing is going bad we're just gonna have a good time and some kind of small talk
Then it will be dark some things cannot be said when you can observe my eyes

Few words
Pale face
Dull smile
Still try

I don't want to talk to much
I feel fine when you maintain
Few words
Pale face
Dull smile
Still try

My thought are dormant and most of the time I feel exactly like nothing
Anger doesn't work at all. Hey I swear that some things went precisely wrong
Can you find a place and people who understand that my life's uncharted

Few words
Pale face
Dull smile
Still try

I don't want to talk to much
I feel fine when you maintain
Few words
Pale face
Dull smile
Still try
Track Name: Night
Thinking so much of losing your mind when
Every part of life is getting truer
Meeting always in the same purpose and
Celebrating moments that we'll forget
Floating in all places where we're not too
Welcome cause nobody understands that

Night is ecstatic night is over
We can't believe in any order

Our heads are so empty and painful
Sense of time was lost in same place where we
Got rid of a reason got rid of weight
Now they grow up just like an awareness
So we miss it we are waiting for
Another delight cause we understand that

Night is ecstatic night is over
We can't believe in any order
Track Name: Out Of The Spotlight
We have a thousands forms of mind minutes to kill
But we don't have anything to stop the machine
We have new ways to comprehend
Anything other than rage and sad routine

Same shitty jobs we find to live someone else's life
My own list of misunderstandings
Same shitty life we live to be scared of days that will come
To cut the list of misunderstandings

Old bros same places to drink cheap Niagara
We know the clubs, but clubs don't want to know us at all
We fall deeper into our own bullshit
Just turn the TV on and take the headlong dive
Track Name: Result Set
One man can make a difference
While thousands are ignored
It's time to finally stand strong

Cut off every coupon
Let it deceit your body
And tell yourself “I really tried”

Don't have to move a muscle
Forget about your spine and
Remember every day that passed

You turn at every corner
To find a secret sale and
Ignore the fact that you are smart

Imagine ruby finger
With shiny fingernail and
Emerald ring right in your face

No way to fight temptation
Or ever-growing hunger
World as deep as credit card

Washing props for screen shot that I want
Scavenge every corner of my dorm
Let's cut this crap
I'm satisfied
Every piece you find here is not mine

Let's talk creativity
A very modest art and
In my opinion overhyped

There are barely over
Forty lines in that piece
We have no more than ten to go

Over two hundred words of
Abstract neglected bullshit
That most of you could find OK

Maybe among these people
You are the one that listens
In that case serious chapeau bas

What it's all about
I can't speak my mind
Let's cut this crap
I'm satisfied
Every piece you find here is not mine

Every piece you find here is not mine x2
Track Name: Bending Plywood
Room is all decked out
I see you in the crowd
And I wonder if
You could ever buy twelve inch cause of first note played
Get immersed by music that is out of tune
Cause we do

Finding a foreign land
No casus belli at hand
Annexing piece by piece
Driving you to your knees

You don't seem impressed
Kind of like the rest
I just wonder if
You could ever buy twelve cause of first note played
Get immersed by music that is out of tune
Cause we do

Finding a foreign land
No casus belli at hand
Annexing piece by piece
Driving you to your knees
Track Name: It Works Both Ways
At first
Let's burn that place to ground because I feel too bored to repair anything
At first
Let's burn it all from right to the left we are bount to the ground and got no choice
Delete
All those priests who were to guide us and tried to put blame on all of our fears
Delete
All your debts to pay regrets to feel it's our turn to let them know

We want to have magic powers
Between all stories about our compromise and hidden traumas
We're diving in sad past
We want to have a magic powers

Side one
Ignore both sides to every story fuckers sell us empty shallow dream
Side one
Sit down and try to find a way between simplistic apathy and rage
Side two
You're lucky to have nothing well we've learned to feel less and less day by day
Mode off
This is the end of single fucked up day there is no acceptance, escape

We want to have magic powers
Between all stories about our compromise and hidden traumas
We're diving in sad past
We want to have magic powers
Track Name: Reminder
To leave my life
Destroy old background
To leave behind
Destroy every let down
Life melts like snow
My heart on the crossroads
Clap hands and smile
Disasters we can't drive out

Hope that all your words and thoughts are still wrong
I'm rejecting excuses that you throw
Old reminders just to stay alone
Old reminders just to stay

Restart old harms
Get little head start
Avoiding you
just to meet you one more time
Come on evolve
Into kid on the wild side
I need to see self-centred elastic mind
Track Name: For/Against
Run Run
Mistakes made me that way
Bark loud
I came here to feed my anger

Act like nothing changed
I see ignorance

Talk talk
Pray for the things you can't tell
Low Low
Sculptures of broken fingers

Act like nothing changed
I see ignorance
Track Name: Looped Landscapes
Just sitting on
My coach as usuall
My house is empty all day
I look at the outside world and
Won't risk to destroy it
I don't want to lose my own right
To have some perspective
Constructing missing page straight from
Wicked games of shadows

Fighting over change
Won't fool my selfish mind
Shadowplaying game
You'll never take my side

Try get some
Meaningful action
Always miss me by miles
But if you knew what I felt then
Just better keep guessing
And act like your eyes have been blocked out
For any good reason
Ignorance
I wish we were true
Let's better call it blindness

Fighting over change
Won't fool my selfish mind
Shadowplaying game
You'll never take my side