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Fear Is The New Self​-​Awareness

by The Spouds

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1.
I bought myself some gasoline I bought myself a lighter There is one thought I'm obsessed with To burn this filthy lifeless town to the ground I bought myself some gasoline I bought myself a lighter Torching this town is the only thing That I can't stop to think about I'm glad It's those thought you left me with Ever since you left this town Now I'm standing on a ridge Watching flames dancing around
2.
Icebreaker 05:08
Hey let's meet today it's late but I want to watch the sunset, hurry up Nothing is going bad we're just gonna have a good time and some kind of small talk Then it will be dark some things cannot be said when you can observe my eyes Few words Pale face Dull smile Still try I don't want to talk to much I feel fine when you maintain Few words Pale face Dull smile Still try My thought are dormant and most of the time I feel exactly like nothing Anger doesn't work at all. Hey I swear that some things went precisely wrong Can you find a place and people who understand that my life's uncharted Few words Pale face Dull smile Still try I don't want to talk to much I feel fine when you maintain Few words Pale face Dull smile Still try
3.
Night 04:25
Thinking so much of losing your mind when Every part of life is getting truer Meeting always in the same purpose and Celebrating moments that we'll forget Floating in all places where we're not too Welcome cause nobody understands that Night is ecstatic night is over We can't believe in any order Our heads are so empty and painful Sense of time was lost in same place where we Got rid of a reason got rid of weight Now they grow up just like an awareness So we miss it we are waiting for Another delight cause we understand that Night is ecstatic night is over We can't believe in any order
4.
We have a thousands forms of mind minutes to kill But we don't have anything to stop the machine We have new ways to comprehend Anything other than rage and sad routine Same shitty jobs we find to live someone else's life My own list of misunderstandings Same shitty life we live to be scared of days that will come To cut the list of misunderstandings Old bros same places to drink cheap Niagara We know the clubs, but clubs don't want to know us at all We fall deeper into our own bullshit Just turn the TV on and take the headlong dive
5.
Result Set 04:19
One man can make a difference While thousands are ignored It's time to finally stand strong Cut off every coupon Let it deceit your body And tell yourself “I really tried” Don't have to move a muscle Forget about your spine and Remember every day that passed You turn at every corner To find a secret sale and Ignore the fact that you are smart Imagine ruby finger With shiny fingernail and Emerald ring right in your face No way to fight temptation Or ever-growing hunger World as deep as credit card Washing props for screen shot that I want Scavenge every corner of my dorm Let's cut this crap I'm satisfied Every piece you find here is not mine Let's talk creativity A very modest art and In my opinion overhyped There are barely over Forty lines in that piece We have no more than ten to go Over two hundred words of Abstract neglected bullshit That most of you could find OK Maybe among these people You are the one that listens In that case serious chapeau bas What it's all about I can't speak my mind Let's cut this crap I'm satisfied Every piece you find here is not mine Every piece you find here is not mine x2
6.
Room is all decked out I see you in the crowd And I wonder if You could ever buy twelve inch cause of first note played Get immersed by music that is out of tune Cause we do Finding a foreign land No casus belli at hand Annexing piece by piece Driving you to your knees You don't seem impressed Kind of like the rest I just wonder if You could ever buy twelve cause of first note played Get immersed by music that is out of tune Cause we do Finding a foreign land No casus belli at hand Annexing piece by piece Driving you to your knees
7.
At first Let's burn that place to ground because I feel too bored to repair anything At first Let's burn it all from right to the left we are bount to the ground and got no choice Delete All those priests who were to guide us and tried to put blame on all of our fears Delete All your debts to pay regrets to feel it's our turn to let them know We want to have magic powers Between all stories about our compromise and hidden traumas We're diving in sad past We want to have a magic powers Side one Ignore both sides to every story fuckers sell us empty shallow dream Side one Sit down and try to find a way between simplistic apathy and rage Side two You're lucky to have nothing well we've learned to feel less and less day by day Mode off This is the end of single fucked up day there is no acceptance, escape We want to have magic powers Between all stories about our compromise and hidden traumas We're diving in sad past We want to have magic powers
8.
Reminder 03:09
To leave my life Destroy old background To leave behind Destroy every let down Life melts like snow My heart on the crossroads Clap hands and smile Disasters we can't drive out Hope that all your words and thoughts are still wrong I'm rejecting excuses that you throw Old reminders just to stay alone Old reminders just to stay Restart old harms Get little head start Avoiding you just to meet you one more time Come on evolve Into kid on the wild side I need to see self-centred elastic mind
9.
For/Against 03:49
Run Run Mistakes made me that way Bark loud I came here to feed my anger Act like nothing changed I see ignorance Talk talk Pray for the things you can't tell Low Low Sculptures of broken fingers Act like nothing changed I see ignorance
10.
Just sitting on My coach as usuall My house is empty all day I look at the outside world and Won't risk to destroy it I don't want to lose my own right To have some perspective Constructing missing page straight from Wicked games of shadows Fighting over change Won't fool my selfish mind Shadowplaying game You'll never take my side Try get some Meaningful action Always miss me by miles But if you knew what I felt then Just better keep guessing And act like your eyes have been blocked out For any good reason Ignorance I wish we were true Let's better call it blindness Fighting over change Won't fool my selfish mind Shadowplaying game You'll never take my side

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to be released on 20.03.15

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released March 14, 2015

mateusz romanowski - guitar, screams
kuba walenda - vocal
paweł gniazdowski - guitar
grzegorz zieliński - bass
jacek piątkowski - drums


recorded in: Dizzy Dizzy in May 2014
produced by: michał ścibior (studio wieloślad)

cover art by: kamila krzewska
cover photos by: michał matraszek

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